The likes of Jane Doe

The living are dead and the dead are all living.
Goodbye love. Goodbye to this...

Sometimes I wish I was mentally retarded.....
then I would be safe somewhere, from all these feelings.

 

Finally a new livejournal layout.
Seriously I suck at this.
Still needs improvement.

For all you know, i might just change it again. =X

8th September (Saturday)
Cost accounting paper.
330pm
*Remeber to check the location!!!!!!!

18th September (Tuesday)
Financial Managment Test
15mcq. Topic1-6
1hour. 10am.
UQ centre

To do LAW QUIZ by 21st September!!!!!
Contract Law.
IMPORTANT!!!!! 

Studying is tough. Seriously. 

24th September!!!!! Mid Semester Break!!!
Shoppppiiinnngggg!

Lastly,
On a random thought
Why be such a pain in the ass?

 

I don't know whats got into me.
I am actually feeling rather happy.
Like I'm smiling.
Like kicking my legs while I'm in my chair.

The thing is I'm studying for this saturday's test.
But yet I am feeling so happy. 

I miss nelson. 
I miss my dogs.
I miss my family.
I miss my friends.
But somehow I feel happy.
I feel happy that everything's fine.

Nelson & I are doing great.

I'm just happy happy happy happy. 

I can't help smiling.

I just hope this feeling will last. haha.

p.s I love you my nelsonala zheng. Whee. =D

My dearest Nelsonala Zheng

I love you.

Always have.

Always will. 

p.s Thank you for everything. *muacks*


Spongebob Lego Set. Spongebob. Patrick & Mr Krab.


Can you spot the ring? Spongebob is holding it! =D


Happy 3rd  Year Anniversary. 26 August 2007.

Gosh. Mid semester test are just like 3 weeks away.

1 september  Saturday
Financial Reporting

8 September Saturday
Cost accounting

18 September Tuesday
Financial Managment

Yay!! There isn't any LAW mid-semester exam. Whee.

3 papers. I am so having to study my ass off.

Things I need to update:

Saw a guy's dick @ the indroo shopping centre foodcourt.
And he had a piercing on his pee pee hold.
Yes circumsized. Looked like a porn star dick. Seriously.
Grossed out & traumatizing.

Went clubbing @ CEASER. Yes. Asian Rnb. 
Different from Singaporean clubbing.
Aftermath was scary. Drunktards all around.
Some even thought we were ' working' Like fuck you.
Cab services here are RETARDED & rude.
Dangerous Dangerous Dangerous

Right. Will upload pictures soon. 
Have been rather lazy. Ekka pictures are way too many.
Will upload the clubbing pics soon.

And why haven't I seen people like Nicole & Jane online huh?!?
At least pearlyn has been talking to me. 
Where are you people? Please update me with your lives.
Really miss you!

Most of all, I miss you my dearest nelsonala zheng.
*muacks*

30 credit left.
Fuck. I can't make a single phonecall or sms.
I am very fustrated.

I am depressed.
I want to call him and talk to him more.
But I have already maxed out my credit.
Now's it's 12am plus, where am I going to buy a topup card?

Arghhhhhhh!
It is so fustrating.
You have a phone.
But you can't make a call or sms.
Not even an sms!!!!!

Anyways.... Because I can't sms.

To Lao Kong Jane,
All the best for your driving!
You can make it de. =)
Remember to be confident & focus!!!!!

To Nicole,
Yay!!!!! Attached le. =)


p.s Will post pictures of my room & friends soon in Aussie.

Currently in Brissy Land.
Very Cold.
Seriously Cold.

Shopping is great.
Bought myself a pair of boots.
Love em. =)

Really tired.
Really miss home.
Really miss Nelson.
Really miss my doggies.
Really miss you guys.

Am so going to miss my parents & sister.
Espcially once they leave this wednesday.
Sigh.

Haven't cried yet though.
Probably soon I guess.
Been holding on ever since I left and arrived here.

Right. Will update more.
Once I'm more settled.

Last but not least,
Thank you everyone for the farewell gifts.
I really really love them.
I love the poster.
I love the small photo scrapbooks.
I love every single thing you guys gave me.

I know you guys have put in a lot of care, love & effort into it.
I really appreciate it.
You don't know how grateful I am.

sighs. I'm missing home right now.

p.s homesick.

Been having:    
Late nights.

Avoiding:  
Mum's naggings
Mum's scoldings

Worried sick about : 
Accomodation
University
Studies
Roomates

I love & miss:
Nelson

I haven't done anything about the:    
Preparation for Aussie.

I am feeling:
Everything positive & negative.

Its the GSS!
Man. Shirts were like at $10 bucks each @ Bugis street.
Nice skinnies @ $28 bucks.
Nice shoes!!!!!!!

Too bad.
I was either too fat...
Too big in the chest...
Feet too big...
Or they didn't have my size.

Shopping was great with my babes.
Couldn't believe we were at BUGIS from 230pm till 1030pm.
I happy with my buys. =)
Wouldn't mind shopping again.

I need a pair of black shoes.
I need another pair of jeans.
I need more tops.
I need more shoes.
I need to get a jacket.
I want new slippers.
I need a new wallet.
I need a new bag.

Yeahs. And the list goes on & on. =)

OOOOOooo. Did I mention, I bought myself an IPOD nano. =X

It's been a long time since we 4 took a neoprint together.
Chose this machine where there's this platform that moves up & down.
Plus, there was a fan to created the your hair in the wind effect.
Very cool. Had fun. Will post it up once i have it.

Anyways. To my dearest sister. Thanks for the suggestions ya. =) I really hope I'll pull through. haha. I really hope I do. *hugs*

To my dearest Lao Kong. I'm working on it okies? don't worry. I know it's not worth it and all. I'm trying okies? haha. Thanks a lot. *muacks*
Hopefully me & him can work out something.

Okies. Off to bed. zZzZzZzZzzzzzZzzzzzzzzz..

Tuition has come to a halt.
Won't be earning anything now.
Though am now tuitioning my p5 cousin, as a favour for my aunt.

Working @ the IT show with Quek, LaoKong & Nelson.
Hopefully my dear nelson can past me some IT juice knowledge.
We're selling Fujitsu lappies. =X
Yeah. Wish us luck. We need it. Seriously.
I need CASH.

I have things I need to buy from the IT show.
1.Ram (My lappy is getting very laggy!)
2.Digital Camera ( I need to take pictures when I'm in Aussie!)
3.Ipod Nano

Heard pearlyn is still sick. Hope she's doing better.
I seriously seriously haven't seen the bitches since Pirates of the Carribean marathon. Is it long?
I think it is. =/

Yeahs. Looking forward to tmr's Pirates of the Carribean movie with Nelson's god family.
Yes. I'm like the last one to catch it.
Yay. And tmr's nelson's godmother's delicious chicken curry! =)

Okays. Thats about it.


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I posted this entry. And I look at the date.
And I just felt like smacking myself.
It is our 33 months MONTHSERY today!!!!!! Which is 2 years 9 months.
Like CRAP. And now it's 1020pm. I had the whole day. And I forgot.
Shite. Whats the hell is wrong with me.

Anyways dear, I love you soooooooooooo much! =)
I love being stuck with you.
Sorry I forgot.=X

Finding accomodation is :

1. Draining my energy
2. Making me fustrated
3. Stressed
4. Damm freaking worried
5. Making me depressed
6. Making me tired and sick of it

When will this torment end? Arghhhhh. Somebody help me!

Went for the Pre-departure UQ talk today @ Traders hotel.
Happened to see a coursemate of mine.
Thought I've finally found someone to share accomodation with me.
Apparently NOT! She has accomodation already. Sighs.=/
But, she's studying the same course & major.
A partner whom I can get help with my studies hopefully.
And, I just found out I have to take MATHS. Which is like Calculas.
It is complusory.
I thought I would get exemptions since I got an A for Calculas in my cert.
But shites.

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Enough of my EMO-SHIT about the freaking accomodation.

Attended My Graduation as a Visitor.
Yeahs I know. Retarded.
Would have gone if my parents went, but they didn't.
They made it seem unimportant to get a DIP. =/
Okays, I think they would have, if it wasn't for work.

Had lunch with Yuan, Lydia, Kwang Wei & Nelson after the graduation.
It was good catching up with them.
Yes. We have all finally graduated. =)
A whole 3 years.I am grateful to have met wonderful people like Lydia & Yuan. And not to forget my dearest Nelsonala.
Who has been there for me always throughout my 3 years in TP.
Without them, TP life would have been boring.
So much memories. Wished I could just go back in time just to replay them.

I somehow feel a rush of mixed feelings going through my mind & heart.

Will continue soon. =)

p.s Sorry babes, I haven't been meeting you guys. =/

Payment has finally been settled.
I have exactly 2 months left before I actually depart for Uni Life.
Which is 8 weeks.
Which is 56 days.

Sighs. And I only left less than a month before Nelson goes to the army.
Which is 3 weeks and 4 days.
Which is 25 days.
I am so freaking out right now. =/

Kinda sad that I won't be able to spend our 3 year Anniversary together, this August 26th 2007.( Not to forget Pearlyn's birthday too!) I'll be Australia, he'll be at camp. Am in the midst of making my 3rd year Anniversary gift to him. Actually just an idea. haha. But yeahs. I left 25 days to make it work.

Mum has expressed her concerns about my weight. Wait. She does that all the time. I admit I am putting on a TREMENDOUS amount of weight & I admit I haven't been really doing anything about it. I really don't know why. Probably I just couldn't be bothered. Sighs. Which is really bad, I know. I really need someone to knock me on the head and scream at me to EXCERCISE.
Really! Anyone up for the job? Note: At your own risk.

Anyways had a lovely time @ Nicole's house.
Had our own Pirates of the Carribean Movie Marathon. It just makes you want to catch the latest installment of the trilogy.
And I am. Wheeee. 27th May. With Nelson's god family. =)

Met my babelicious Lydia. Yeah finally. =) She looked tired and all. She has been working a lot lately. As how she would put it, ' No Life' haha. Am really going to miss our bitching days. Oh. And I kind of like pyschoed her to come to Australia to visit me. So we can go SHOPPING. Whee. =)

22nd May is graduation day.( And my dearest Yan Lin's birthday) Yuan & lydia has asked me to go anyways. Am still thinking about it. And maybe I should. I haven't seen the whole lot of the BIT students. Wouldn't mind a little bit of gossiping eh? =X

Quite a long entry today. I will be counting down soon.....

Will be going down to make payment with my parents for my place in UQ this Saturday.

Finally, I came to a decision. I was confused over between UWA, Perth & UQ, Brisbane. And UQ it is. =)

I am scared. I'm scared I won't be able to make friends there. I'm scared I won't get the help when needed. I'm scared I won't survive alone. Sigh. But this is all part of learning to be independent right?

I'm in charge of my own stuff. My studies. My health. The money. Responsiblites. Am I ready for it? Am I prepared for it? I wonder. We'll see I guess.

I will be going off soon, in another 2 months or so. Nelson is leaving for army in about a month's time. Everything is happening so fast.

I'm still having some difficulties finding accomodation. Biggest headache when you're on a tight budget. Might probably just stay in the hostel for 1 semester and wait till dearest pearlyn arrives to share with me an apartment or so. =)

So many things to think about and to prepare.

Still have to go through the modules which I can take in semester 1 or semester 2. A whole lot of headache. =)

But I know I'll pull through. =) 1 step at a time.

Blogger is seriously fucked up.

I can't seem to write a new entry at home. Something must be really wrong with my internet connection and all. It's screwed up to the max. Sighs.

Anyways, might be probably be settling down here. I don't know. It gives me more privacy and all.

We shall see. =)

I'm quite surprised claudine found me. I think it's her. Read her blog. So i think it's her. hahahaha. Anyways I really really not sure how to use this live journal. CLAUDINE IF U'RE READING THIS I WANNA ASK U SOMETHING. hehehhee

Eh babe. Do u sell ur stuff online? Maybe i wanna sell stuff. Hmmm. Let me know what cha think. =D

Just blogging for fun & going to go back for some e-shopping!!!. LOL.

Blogging to see how this thing works. Because i have no idea man. LOL. Am learning how to use it. hahaha.